January 2011
27 posts
I’m anticipating Friday’s lunch. I am not sure what to expect or how to act exactly. It will definitely be interesting. I hope I don’t cry or show too much emotion because I’m not there to lead anybody on. And I hope not too many questions are asked. I just wanna keep it vague. I miss their family so much. Talking to Amanda makes it worse because I know we’re doing...
I just want
I just want
I just want
I just want
I just want
I just want
I'm sorry, baby
You were the sun and moon to me
I’ll never get over you
You’ll never get over me
Smart men
make me wanna take off my pants.
Justkidding,butreally.
;)
If I was brave
I’d never get this wrong
I do feel terrible, though.
For how this had to end.
Maybe that is what is haunting my dreams.
I love
not having a facebook :)
It's starting to hit me.
I miss him :/
Just keep suppressing. Just stay busy.
*sigh*
Not even all of this testosterone helps when I’m alone :/
I haven’t cried. I cried like 2x and I don’t really count those.
The rest has been tearing up and then I tell myself to stop.
I don’t wanna be like him, but I want to be cold and numb.
I wish that I could have this moment for life.
I have
Never been happier.
:) <—- that was sincere.
Call me selfish, but sometimes you’ve got to do it for you.